today was okay. but now my mood is not that good. i don't know how to say. but i am feeling weird too. hmm. In this world there's people who only listen to one side of the story. without knowing anything but just pin-point. Maybe I am one of them too. But seeing someone else to do so. It boils my blood. Maybe sometimes I put a brave front. But that's never so. I am never hypocritical. Things that exists can't be treated as nothing. But opening the mouth to say will nevertheless be painful and hurting. Assumptions. What you assume might never true. What you see might never be there for real. Who will ever come and stand at everyone's point of view to view something that went wrong. that's only saints. but to pretend that nothing had happened is cowardly and that's what i am doing. but it's either cowardly or hypocritical. And i choose to be a coward. And many people might choose both. I shall be friendly.

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