Ooh. I woke up at 1pm today to realise that it's 1pm :p I was so sick that I can't be bothered and I slept till nobody bothered to wake me up. HAHA. felt quite guilty cos I didn't go for the very last rehearsal for SC investiture and the investiture is on Monday yet I don't really know the dance. Zomg I think i will look so unglam when I dance HAHA. but it's okay! Cos I always appear to be obscene and spastic :p. hmmm. It's quite suay for me cos it's just after my birthday for not even one week and I am sick with a flu and a fever. Haix. That's not a very good sign cos I get sick every 2 months and I hate it. Grrrr. Anyway had Geog test and Chem test on friday and I think I am going to fail both cos my brain didn't really work well T.T It's always the busiest times when I fall sick. Grrrr.
Band on friday was okay but I was trying hard to play cos I can't control my coughs and I just keep feeling suffocated no matter what. I must really practice more to improve myself then cos I didn't touch my horn for one week. But sometimes it's just so contradicting to find out that when you desert your horn for a long period of time you play much better. Maybe that's because everytime I play I am perfecting a mistake. Whaha. Had a long talk yesterday whom I shan't reveal identity and I really think I know what I should do now. As an SL I shall try my best to bring my section together and try to improve as one section. Although I got 94 for my indoor test, I don't really feel proud cos the most satisfying part is not that an individual plays well but it's rather to see my whole section play together! I shall work towards that although I know it's gonna be harder than anything. Jiayou Bin! :D
Anyway I kinda wasted all my time away cos I woke up at 1pm and I was glued to the Tv and started working only at about 3.30pm and I only did my practical worksheets. That's all. I think I will die hard next week cos it's always the busiest time of the term. And it's call the WEEK 9!!!! :(
Hope I get well soon and I shall try hard to dance properly on monday cos I don't think I can make it superbly cool. OR EVEN it's gonna turn out B-A-D. MUAHAHA.
I am suppose to scan Caleb the LA notes and I totally forgot!! SO SORRY!! I shall not waste my time now cos I want to sleep early and last night I dropped my bolster on the floor and I woke up in a shock. Hmmm. Shall sleep in a more demure way :D HAHAHAA. I find the word demure so unsuitable for me. HAHA. When can I ever be demure in a sense that I behave like some Qing dynasty princess who walks by shaking her butt around and talk in a girly voice which my "man" voice can never fulfill. HAHAHA. Hilarious. I remembered that my mum didn't allow me to whistle when I was young and she said it isn't demure and now I adopted that habit again and I think she finds me like a ok in between a girl and a guy, maybe you can call that a gay or something. hmmmm. I am purely crapping my way through my life, and I think I am just so lame. I need to find J-O-Y in my life and the thought of joing touch football makes me laugh now. HEE. I think I shall just dedicate my time to my 千年老妖now! :D HAHA. I need to get my priorities clear cos I am mixing it up. But for the start of the year I am still doing quite okay. I think this year is gonna be another crazy year for me cos every year's crazy for me and I don't know why cos from what the tarot cards say my future is ECENTRIC HAHA. LOL. I am just too tired. Tired of being a joker. But I can't change the way that I am. And I just want to be me! That's what I can say! Cos It's enjoyable. Although I am not the top of the top in everything I am still special in everything I do:D YAY! That's the fact I realised and I am gonna to hold that thought. HAHA. Let's enjoy everything that's happening. EVEN BY FLUNKING ALL YOUR TESTS!!! :D That's an enjoyment.
Okay that's not. And I am purely wasting my time to crap here. Goodnite:D

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