301th post; tired

After the whole day of filming, I'm really tired. They decided to do in the morning. In the end we did it for the whole day. It's quite fun. But it's very tiring. We went to film at Changi Beach, and it's really funny. After that went to TM to meet up with jolene, isabel, chelsia. In the end, bumped into Charmaine (not lau,haha forgot how to spell her name :X) LOLs, and had a chat with her. Went to Sarah's house to play badminton, realising that the place was where I use to play Badminton after PSLE, it's Jiading's house!

And now. I am facing all my homework. Gross.
I really can't wait for October to come, so that I can relax. ROAR.
I am really tired of the life now. It's so mundane and boring. Why can't we have some fun and not be restricted by all the things that we are restricting us now? There's just one word to describe. G-R-O-S-S.
What a joke.
I hate to be a neat person.
I hate to abide by the rules.
I don't like to clear my my rubbish.
I am trying my best to hold back my emotions, when can I not be such an idiot that I think I am now. If only everything goes well. There's so much things that's changed and hidden, there's too much that I know, that I hope I doesn't. I hope to put on the happiest mask, but it just seems that the smile is fading. Times and times I tried to spin up lies to persuade myself, but times and times it failed. Somebody give me a sleeping pill. I just hate this.
HORK.
ROAR. I hate it. I hate it. God bless me.
Bye.

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