400th somehow,somewhere

Well, today is practically a slack but tiring day. It revolved mainly around investiture and it was quite taxing on our feet cos we have to stand on court shoes which are AGONIZING.
Well, don't ask me how am I going to be woman, wearing all the sky-high heels, but it's not for now at least, it's a painful experience. The corporate skirt is quite irritating too, cos everyone folds it and it's extremely loose. Above all, I still think we did a good job, at least we didn't screw up many many parts. The sad part is just that we didn't get to watch the video. :(

Band was quite short today, cos I didn't attend the whole of it as I was busy showing the guests around. They are quite nice people. Anyway I HAVE MY SEC1 JUNIORS TODAY :D They are a fairly cute bunch! :D Oh, horns rock :D

Anyway I'm gonna head somewhere into the homework pile now.
SO BYEBYE :D

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Selective Hearing :/

I always promise myself to wake up on time even if it's a weekend, but the promise is never met, cos my brain is just accustomed to not hearing the alarm or reset the time and go back to sleep. This always happens. :(

Anyway, I just realised that there are loads of homework this weekend and I wasted my sat for things that are totally unrelated to studies. LOLs.

I am currently taking a break before I start on my jian bao aka brain juice sucking time.

Hmm I think the rain makes me feel like taking a nap, but I won't. :p I'll control myself.

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Temptation wins

I really can't stand myself, but I just can't help to slack. Haix. Since the start of the year, I've been really pissed with myself, everything and anything. It's not a long term pms or whatever, but it's just that this year nothing's going on well.

It's sad to see everyone around me emo-ing. Nevertheless, it does affect me even though I don't emo. Everything just doesn't fall into place. It's not as if you worked hard it will fall into place, everything is like that.

Who understands how much time and effort you put into something. It's a lie when people out there say that it's the process that matters. How many actually give a heck about what's the process, when all the things that are cared for is the end results. It's always a disappointment when your hardwork doesn't get recognised, the feeling is just shitty. The result is all that defines you as a winner or a loser.

I'm numb with everything. Maybe in the end, I'll just teared without knowing what are the tears for. It's a long and twisted path to the destiny of freedom, but I can see that by the time I reached what I've longed for all the time, it's gonna be yet another regret.

Let's just set aside all the stress and kiss away all troubles. It's okay that people don't recognise our hardwork, it's okay that our hardwork doesn't get paid off, it's just each other's support that matters the most. :D

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Rehearsal :)

Well, today is quite an accomplished day. My section came back for SP even though it's a sat :) I know everyone's stressed and hyped up, but I just want to say, let's pull through together :D We should try our best no matter what's the result.

The tuning today was quite good, I think we are just too tired yesterday. I think the volume and everything was all right, and the staggering at 241 works quite well, hopefully next full band we will be able to flaunt our lines.

Lunch was with km and jx----- muslim food. Quite okay. HAHA!

The SC rehearsal is quite funny, but we suffered from all the heat, cos we were coated with blazers and long sleeve shirts over our shirt. LOL! It's really hot. Also, the heels are intolerably irritating ( I'm not a shu nv). The item is quite cool, although i seriously think that knocking a frying pan in class is kinda gl.

Home with Sheena is quite cool, cos we started discussing about dramas :D HAHAHA!! :D MR LIM IS VERY FUNNY :D

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High and Low :)

Well, I want to thank all my friends who wished me a Happy Birthday and gave me presents :D I really appreciate it! I feel really blessed today, cos I was expecting to receive nothing cos chem test is today and everyone's busy. I'm really sorry to waste your precious time for getting me presents :X I'm really touched!! :D I LOVE YOU GUYS!! Especially Deyo-ians and Jingies :D and my band mates, also SC :D It's you guys who spice my life. :D (although you all wish me to grow taller :( but IT'S JUST NOT WORKING :( )

Although today is happy, there's still some sad things going on. SP was quite cool with the SH :D It's good to see my seniors again and feel like a family again, even though we have been splitted for quite long.

Km and JJ were just too stressed up that they broke down adn emo today :D HAHA! Don't fret darlings :D Keep your smile :D

Anyway i'm off (:

Thanks one again everyone :D <3

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Lethargic (:

well, I'm getting older in like 1 hours time, but I'm not looking forward to it at all cos I'm freaking tired. I remember I used to be highly anticipative of every year's birthday, but this year it's just a different feel. Maybe it's because the age is slowly creeping up the mental.

This year has just started for barely 2 months, but somehow everyone's feeling the stress. I am one, but there are still many. :D I think in times to come, we will flood the counsel room.

My dad once told me when I was young that when you grow older you will dread your birthdays. I didn't seem to realise and believe when I was younger, but now I really wish that time can rewind. It's not as if life is not good now, but just that being young is much better.

I really hope that I can bear a smile at the end of the year (still), there are just so so so many things that are entangled to you that the day to be free seems really far away. It's just a contradiction cos when I hope time passes slowly, I hope it goes quickly too.

Thank you my parents and all my friends for colouring my 16 years of life :D I love you guys ♥

Bin :)

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It's Total Defence :)


Well, once again it's Total Defence day and of course i know my birthday's coming, but I'm not looking forward to it, and I don't care whether I get presents or not or whatever now. Cos I'm not in the mood. I'm quite surprised cos normally I'll be super excited, but never mind. I don't give a shyt.
This year's been hectic and tiring and I'm seriously lost in the loads of burden, nevertheless, I still have my friends around me who never fail to make me happy.
I really can't imagine myself as a 16 year old now, cos I still feel like i'm in primary school, so I trying hard to adapt to my life now.
Anyway, I've been slacking alot lately, omg. Jiayou

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Out of hope

Today, okay rather yesterday, was the 'real' valentine's and of course, the day started of with band. Time passes really really slowly, I just can't help but to stone when I have nothing to do. The room was quite cold. HAHA! :D

After band was quite funny, cos we walked to KFC intending to eat chicken but it's closed :( so we chose macs instead, and it was damn funny cos we were exchanging jokes and ONCE AGAIN. I LAUGHED UNTIL I CRY :( I think the joke that tess told us was damn funny, in the end becky started to make her concoction and put it on her classmates' table. LOL. She still go put my chicken wing inside :D HAHA! AND I THINK I'M HOPELESS TO LAUGH UNTIL I CRY AGAIN! :D HAHA! :D

We intend to go on a date, but there's no suitable time slots for any movie, in the end when we made up our mind to watch some vampire show, we realised we don't have time to watch. So we went to eat ice cream at Gelare. I wanted to eat fruity sundae, but km and tess all anti it, and in the end we chose cookies craze sundae, eat until i want to puke. cos personally I don't like chocolates. :D

Then we decided to go home and sleep, thinking that it's demoralising to see so many couples on the streets holding hands, and we are like some losers like that. (BUT WE ARE NOT OKAY!)
Home was pretty lonely cos we all went different directions and we all felt like shitting after eating the ice cream. THAT'S BAD :( HAHA!

Et has finally learnt how to shit at the correct place! :D BUT HE KEEPS SHITING :(

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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY :D

Okay, today is quite a fun day, excluding the maths pop quiz. However, I really felt sleepy :D HAHA! :D

Today we celebrated vday and it was quite fun. We revealed our identities, and it's quite cool that even the boys remembered to buy presents :D That's not bad :D My angel's Eugene and I got a dog from it. It's quite cute (: Isabel was funny, cos her angel is leech, and he gave her a pink pencil and some food! It's so surprising :D HAHAHAHA!

Band was quite cool, although we keep getting picked, but i think i learnt quite alot :D HAHA!

okay feel sian. bye :D Tmr's date with km,jay,becks and tess

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DEMORALIZED.

well, I am very demoralised. I HATE MYSELF :(


HAPPY BIRTHDAY WJY :D

I LOVE YOU ET :D

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Just need some recooperating time :)

Well, these few weeks that gone by was really busy and every second I'm gasping for oxygen. I need some sleep, but I doubt if I'll have any time.
It's demoralising.

This week I shall work extremely hard for all my tests :) Kayu bin.

Anyway, Mr Yeo wanted us to give him one of our baby photos and I finally picked one among all the rest (the rest are all too unglam, cos I flashed by diapers practically for every single pic :/ )

Today's PE was nuts. Mr Ang made us run around the school and then come back to do 10 push ups and 20 sit ups which among all I hated the sit ups the most cos I suck at it. I can't even do one . BLEH. The badminton game was quite fun, cos I had a fun time smacking isabel :D HAHAHA! But I shall be more wen rou. My body is aching in every single crook and crany now.
Physics was funny , cos Mr Koh showed us this very funny document, with a story that was written by a male and a female. I think it's pretty engaging, cos we had 3 periods today, and if it's chinese or maths, I would have been in the graveyard. :)
Ace was fun too, with the sweatshop game, which in the end, we all went to rob the bank and the police was corrupted. I even stole belly's CPF. HAHAHA :D
Band com meeting was soso. And my dad sent km,jj and soap home, the trip was really funny, cos we were crapping alot of stupid stuff and our old days jokes. :D

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SORRY FOR THE LAZE

okay, i'm really sorry but I'm too boggled with stuff :D I think I am going to fall sick soon :(

Anyway, a lot of things happened recently. Demoralising ones, but mostly happy things :D HAHA! :D

okay, let's start with the most recent one and that is mahjong session at jay's house with jx, km, jj, bear, andrew, jinqing. It was quite fun, especially the celebration part for the two bday girls :D We played a little while only cos everyone's rushing home. HAHA :D

Before that, I bought a dog on sunday, 6/2/09. HAHA! And his name is ET :D HAHAHA I love him! :D He's damn naughty and cute :D But he bites like nobody's business :X OMG LOVE x10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000

Then it was this crazy SP that I had with my section and the tbones and it's really damn nuts. We were like recording videos and everything. It's a nice bond :D HAHAHAHA! :D I love hornbones :D MUACKS :D I shan't elaborate :D HAHAA! :D LOVE IS IN THE AIR

Valentine's coming and I'm going out with my bunch of lao chu nvs . haha

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Hornbone production

well, today was quite a crazy day, but it started off with a sleepy tone cos I can't keep myself awake . We had a really POPPING pop quiz for physics today and I really tikam through my way :D HAHAHAHA

Isabel is like a mama, and she's gonna nag at me for not buying her book binder :D HAHAHAHAA! :D She nearly dot my nose today with her 0.38 pen today :D HAHAHA!

Anyway, today was quite fun :D The BSP lesson wasn't that boring cos we watched a video about the china's 大跃进 and I think it's quite interesting, after that was SP and we tried to tune, but then the tbones came in and we started to go crazy, HAHAHA! We were like filming our lame acts :D HAHA! Which is damn funny, but my usb cable is lost!! I can't post anything, so never mind. My dad came to pick us home, it was a funny ride cos the kana plucked on 91.3 was hilarious! :D HAHAHAHA!

okay bye:D

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A Day Without Food :X

well, today is kinda like life claiming cos we had 3 tests and it really sucked dry my brain juices.
:(

I just found out something today and it's quite funny cos I lagged for 4 months HAHAHAHA! :D But anyway I'm happy to hear that :D HEHE :D

okay, gonna die now :D

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Contented :)

HAHA. I think I'm getting my dog soon, but it's not easy at all cos I have to use my actions to show my parents that I am worthy enough. :( But that's not the point :D
HAHA! :D
I was blabbering yesterday about the names I should give to my pug then my mum was like suggesting OBAMA. HAHAHAHA :D It's quite cool :D

Anyway my cousin just left today, felt quite sad but life must go on. :( Good days are gone.

Okay, I'm going to take a break and turn in now :D

This sun will be mahjong at jay's house with the encorians again. HAHA! :D Okay looking forward. :D

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