Lethargic (:

well, I'm getting older in like 1 hours time, but I'm not looking forward to it at all cos I'm freaking tired. I remember I used to be highly anticipative of every year's birthday, but this year it's just a different feel. Maybe it's because the age is slowly creeping up the mental.

This year has just started for barely 2 months, but somehow everyone's feeling the stress. I am one, but there are still many. :D I think in times to come, we will flood the counsel room.

My dad once told me when I was young that when you grow older you will dread your birthdays. I didn't seem to realise and believe when I was younger, but now I really wish that time can rewind. It's not as if life is not good now, but just that being young is much better.

I really hope that I can bear a smile at the end of the year (still), there are just so so so many things that are entangled to you that the day to be free seems really far away. It's just a contradiction cos when I hope time passes slowly, I hope it goes quickly too.

Thank you my parents and all my friends for colouring my 16 years of life :D I love you guys ♥

Bin :)

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