HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELEANA :D

well, today's eleana's big day :) She's finally 16. I'm wishing her here a happy birthday :D AND HOPEFULLY boony remember to pass her the present.

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Well, today was yet another mixture of feelings once again and I have no idea what should I be feeling. The fact is I'm not feeling the slightest emo in me, yet, a tinge of anger plus a lot of thinking.

I don't want to say too much about it, but I'm just saying that, I think I had enough. My life has been constantly revolving around one thing and I am really on the verge of exploding into flames. Sometimes, I really feel bad to think that way, but I am a person with feelings. I'm not a machine that works well 24/7 unless for occasional breakdowns. I am really tired, tired of my life in a sense that I really hope I'll never have to wake up. It's so stressful and demanding that I tried umpteem times to convince myself not to run away from responsibilities, yet I gave in.
The pleasure that I once found and let go seems like really long time ago, yet now it became a chore, and it's no longer for one to enjoy.

I can only say that I'm screwed and I am stucked for I don't know what should I do to carry on. I really had enough.

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