After reconsidering again and again, I made a choice that I think I might not regret anymore. Well, even though I might be filled with guilt, but I really feel like I've released all my stress. I'm now more hopeful. I refuse to look back, I don't want to hang on because of my guilty conscience. I'm really sorry my friends, for doing it, but please really understand that, I long to be free.

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Today will be the day that's filled with memories. The sharing session with Mr Yeo really touched me to tears and I will really really miss my class 4 JINGAMATHINGIE like mad ( X INFINITE)! While looking at all the baby photos, all the memories that I had with all my classmates gushed into my mind once again, looking at everyone's teary eyes, I really felt the sense of belonging to this class. The PEA really allowed me to understand my classmates better. I suddenly recalled many of the stupid things that we did, smuggling food into class, playing cards, watching movies together, sleeping in class, going to night safari, trying to find some restaurants to enjoy the student meal. Every bit of it was just so enjoyable, looking back. I still remember the fun times we had during last year's level camp, when we prank call each other, played cards during the long bus ride and sleep like there's no tomorrow while travelling, sneaking into each other's rooms when there were no teachers. I'm glad that I tried to cherish every single moment with my classmates, leaving me no regrets. It's really a blessing to be in 4J with all the caring teachers, the fun-loving classmates. Thanks for everything :)

I HEART 4J!

6th nov, it will always be in my memory :)

It's been really long, I'm sorry my dear O.O :D EOYS is in 2 days time and seriously, I don't have that EOY feeling -.- My eyes just go sticked onto the TV recently thanks to F1, but sad to say my dear ICEMAN, Kimi Raikkonen failed to shine this time :( RAAAARH! Just went I though of dedicating some time to watch him shine, he failed to :( DAMN! Hamilton is like some lucky shit with nicole scherzinger bobbing up and down clapping and cheering like some bimbo -.-

Anyway, I am feeling the contradiction now, cos I desperately hope that EOYS can go, but on the other hand I hope it will never come.

Am currently mugging geog, geomorphology now. It's like getting on my nerves, after seeing the many different parts and seriously hoping each powerpoint will get shorter but then it's totally not that way :( After part 2 which is 50 slides, came part 3 with 92 slides -.-!!! Thank goodness it's a picture-oriented PPT , but still it's really sickening :(

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Well, recently I managed to catch up with dearest Jay. Arrgh, I missed her like shit can! It's really fun to talk to her and laugh my ass off, haix. Look at what our disgusting timetables have done to our social lives :X But anyway, I'm glad that we caught up with each other cos it's really long since I've spoken to her :D

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I'm pretty excited recently, cos I've made up my mind to go for the SC trip at the end of the year to CHIANG MAI :D OMG! SO COOL! I WANT TO GET A TAN! Hmmmph, but of course before that it's the Os and erm, not forgetting the chill out sessions with my beloved homies :D HAHA!

OF COURSE NOT FORGETTING TO WISH MY ET AND YANG MUNI A HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D

The September holiday is coming to an end, then it's the disgusting EOYS :( Well, I think the number of topics that we have to chunk into our little brains are like humongous and gigantic. These few days had been rather fun and fulfilling, while mugging with km and jx at the macs. Somehow, Whitesands macs has become sort of a Dunman Macs that all the Dunmanians gather and mug.

Last Saturday was very fun. Belly, Km and I went to buy assessments and they were jamming baking recipes, happily planning for their future bakery, WOW! I was fascinated by all the travel guides cos I'm dying to get out of Singapore this coming holiday, but somehow, it seems quite impossible cos my holiday just doesn't go along with my parents -.- DAMN :( I have so many places that I'm dying to go!! I want to go Phuket and get a good tan, I want to go Europe, especially England to see all the nice little cottages and castles, I want to go HongKong and shop, I want to go visit my relatives :( RAAAARH!

My mum just told me that my cousin is having a good time with her french bf and every time when they are free they will drive to Switzerland! OMG!!!

Anyway, my grandfather is very ill now, I really hope that he can pull through the tough times! I love you grandpa! God Bless You! (heart)